True Blood - Cry Little Sister (A Darker View - Remix)

Happy Valentines Day 2/14/07? 4:20am

Having you in my life is the most important thing
Already together over a year & still going strong
Planning on someday marrying you and
Pleasing you for the rest of your life
You are the one I want to stay with til I die

Very special you are to me
As a friend, as a lover
Loving me for who I am
Everyday making me smile & laugh
Next to you, in your arms is the best feeling ever!
Through thick & thin we made it this far
I know we can make it through anything life throws at us
Never have I been with anyone who makes me feel the way you do
Everything so perfect & filled with so much love for each other
Spending a lot of time together

Dreaming in each others arms at night
And always showing each other how much we love each other
Yearning to be in your arms on this special day


* This one I wrote for Jason on Valentines day, it was the last poem I wrote...more than 4 years ago*

Jason Lee Saling 1/24/07 2:15am

Just one look into your eyes
And I know how lucky I am to be with you
Someone who can make me smile
Or laugh at any point in time
Never wanting to hurt me or see me cry

Love is something you show me
Everyday I spend with you
Every time we touch I know how special I am to you

Seeing you smile
And how happy you truly are
Laying in your arms
I know I'm where I belong
Never wanting to leave your side
Giving you all the happiness and love you deserve

*this one was for my husband*

9/7/04 1:52am

The softness of your body
it pulls me in
The beauty of your eyes
they cannot hide
what they truly desire
The unspoken depth
bring a great deal of a mysterious air
The smile that comes
from your lips
makes it hard for me to resist
the temptation that comes from within

9/7/04 12:30am

Touch your lips upon mine
be not afraid of the passion
taking over you
Go with it, feel it warm you
deep inside
Look into my eyes
I cannot disguise any lies
only the truth which hides
itself from getting hurt yet again

9/6/04 11:03pm

Tonight in the darkness
I sit alone & think of you
Think of the way your eyes
sparkled in the sun
Think of your smile, so irresistibility cute
The way you teased me & made me smile while playing pool
I can't help but to think of the night i got to touch
your soft skin & massage you neck, back & arms
And how I wanted so much more to happen.

8/3/04 3:37am

In an old dark cemetery
grows a single blood red rose
She passes it every night
on her way home
No matter how bad her day was,
just seeing it made her smile

Going to her raven colored room
she lights some candles
and puts on some music

8.18/04 9:52pm

While she waits for him to come from the shadows
He climbs through the window
Goes & sits beside her on the coffin & smiles gently

8/3/04 1:20am

The darkness comes
engulfing the already raven room
lighting candles
hoping he will come again
She hears the clock chime twelve
her heart picking up its pace
Music softly playing in the background
Feeling a presence
She looks up
and sees him standing there
dressed all in black
eyes burning green
He helps her up
as they begin to dance close
Mouths slowly moving
together to create the greatest passion
She leads him to her cherry wood black coffin
pushing open the top
exposing a beautiful blood-red interior
They climb in and hold each other
looking at the ceiling through the midnight blue canopy
watching the flame's shadow dancing silently
He turns to look at her
watching her face
until their eyes meet
She falls into a spinning trance
staring into his eyes
completely memorized
as he pulls her into a breath taking kiss

unknown date

The darkness takes over me
pulling me into the unknown
deep into a hole of blackness
nothing to be seen, just the tortured
souls crying out is heard
Deeper I spin falling into nothingness
only to be caught by the twisting tangled webs

unknown date

I want to be the one
Who holds you close in the night
I want to be the one
Who makes you smile every day
I want to be the one
Who can take your breath away by a single kiss

5/11/04 3:20am

You
You are the one
The one I want to spend the rest of my life with

You
You are the one
The one I want to kiss goodnight & wake up beside

You
You are the one
The one who is my first real love

You
You are the one
The one I never would give up on

You
You are the one
The one I knew who loved me & finally admitted it

5/10/04

Love this strong
Cannot be wrong
Time heals pain they say
And distance helps too
But nothing can take away
How I feel
I can't let you go
Because I know that you
Are the one
I'm not afraid to be with you

4/27/04 2:23am

Stay with me for just one night
To hold you in my arms and make
Everything all right
Velvety touches on your soft body
Embracing the passion from your lips
Never saying a word

Senses in tune
Candles burning bright
Only you & I tonight
Together we share something so sacred & dear
To feel like the first time I looked into your eyes

*another name one*

4/22/04

I felt something from the beginning with you
You were special, and on a deeper level than people your age
I never asked to have met someone like you
But I'd never want it to stop
You mean everything to me
I didn't ask to fall in love with you but it happened
And even though it hurts
I rather have you as a friend over nothing

2/10/04 3:00am?

Blood-red velvet
Black satin sheets
Dark purple candle burning
In the darkness
Warm night's breeze gently blows in as we lay down skin to skin

Matthew Franklin Lang 6/1/02 9:28pm

M is for the Magick you possess
A is for being so Amazing
T is for the Touch of your skin
T is for the Telepathy we share

F is for the Future, which I hope we share together
R is for Racing hearts
A is for finding an Angel
K is for the way you Kiss
L is for the Longing to be in your arms again
I is for I love you forever
N is for the Nibbling on each others necks

L is for our mutual Love
A is for Always
N is for Needing to see you again
G is for Gorgeous, which is what you truly are


* I just noticed after reading it, I accidentally left an "N" out...I used a guy I use to date's name to write lol, I do that sometimes*

5/19/02

In the darkness we join the night
Looking at you with loving eyes
Touching my fingertips to yours
We bring our hands up interlocking fingers as one
Pulling me closer I feel your warm breath on my face
Knowing we are in sync with each other
Gently running my free hand over your cheek
Slowly allowing my fingers to brush against your soft hair
Moving together & not knowing it our lips meet
I feel yours upon mine & I close my eyes getting lost in the moment we are sharing
We slowly move our mouths letting them slowly brush against each other
Putting my arms around your neck, I pull you into a deep, passionate kiss that feels neverending
You slide your hands to my waist feeling the bottom of my shirt
Slowly you begin to push it up as your warm hands caress my back & stomach
Taking the shirt off, you gently place your hands over my breasts squeezing then gently
I feel your heart begin to race as I kiss your cheek & slowly work my way to your ear
Sucking on it lightly I whisper, "I love you"
Feeling you harden under me, I smile happily
Running my hands down your back I take the end of your shirt and put it up and over your head
Exposing your bare chest I run my nails over it lightly
You pull me close into a hug to feel your body press against mine
We hold each other not wanting to let go
I pull back & look deep into your eyes & watch them sparkle as you stare back into mine
Getting a warm sensation I press my lips to yours pulling you into the most breathtaking kiss you ever known
Laying me down you begin to trace my body with your fingertips, sending me into pure ecstasy
Undoing my pants, you bend down and gently nibble on my neck
Turning me on even more
Slipping them over my ass and down my legs you drop them to the floor
Admiring my body, I notice you blush a little and with an innocent look on your face you bring your body on top of mine
Inches away I run my hands down your back gently kissing your lips
Moving slowly down I squeeze your ass through your pants as you bite my lip
Sliding my hands around to the front of your pants I stop and stare into your beautiful blue eyes glistening in the flame's light
Seeing your eyes fill with pure love and pure trust I slowly take off your last remaining clothes
Smiling up at you I glide my hands over your body, feeling its every shape and curve
We lock lips and let our hands roam freely.....

1/28/02 2:43am

Eyes moving from eyes to lips
I release one hand
And gently touch your face
Feeling the softness of your skin
I run my fingers through your hair
Then slowly down the back of your ear
Waiting to see if you will kiss me or not
I move my hand to your chest

9:20pm

Pulling your shirt over your head
I begin to kiss your neck
Moving my way to your ears
Lightly sucking on it

1/26/02 9:11am

Pushing you playfully
You pick me up
Throwing me on the bed
I bounce & lay back looking up
Seeing you above me
I lock your eyes
Without looking away
I grab your shirt
And pull you down on top of me
Inches apart
I scan your body with my eyes
Then stare deep back into yours
Licking my lips
I accidentally brush my tongue against your lips
Searching for your hands with mine
Finding them
I intertwine my fingers in yours

1/26/02 5:29pm

Take my hand
Be not afraid
The night will not harm you
For she protects us
And guides us
Look to the sky
And see her glowing so bright
With her little helpers
Twinkling
Sit beside me
Intertwining fingers
Our hearts beating together
Breathing in sync
A warm gentle breeze blows
Watching the stars dance in the sky
I gaze at you
And see you watching me
Slowly I touch your soft face
Moving closer to you
I begin to run my fingers
Through your silky hair
As a shooting star goes by
I softly whisper
"Make a wish"
As I pull you into the most
Passionate kiss

untitled 1/26/02 5:30ish am

She walks the night in a daze
Not knowing where the road will take her
She goes on a journey alone
To try & find herself
In a hazy mist that is running in her mind

She once loved, before
The loved one she could not touch
Stumbling through the love she found
She got a friend & a partner in the night
Then moved on & so did the relationship
They once had, but no matter what
She will always think about him & hope he is well
Keeping him in her heart always & forever
Never to be forgotten

Continuing life & loves journey
Through the years
Finding someone she thought she might spend the rest of her life with
But only got hurt in the end
Learning a lesson well taught & a time well spent
She knows they may never be together again
But will always care about him & love him
Mistakes were made
Feelings hurt
And apologies said & accepted
Friendship will be the only thing
They may always have

Turning around
She heads back to the life she once knew
But time changes after the years
Along with the surroundings it possesses

Friends moved away
Time has left her alone once again
But she doesn't take it
Jumping too quick back into the world she was once engulfed in
Going back to the "nonrealistic"
She finds a friend, and a lover
But soon realizes that's not what she truly wanted
She lets him go
And continues on her own

She begins to think about the love she was hurt by
Somehow believing he changed his ways
But yet too afraid to get hurt again

Going back to the cyber world
Not wanting a man again in her heart
For fear of getting hurt again
Just room hopping around
Making some acquaintances along the way

Then one day she notices an interesting name
Deciding to talk to him since no one else really would
Quickly finding a friend she trusted quite easily
Knowing she isn't this way usually, trusting so much, so openly

untitled 12/16/01 2:34pm *last one for 2001*

In the night I lay beside you
I watch you sleeping peacefully
Unable to sleep myself
Because when I close my eyes
All I saw was you
Fighting back the silent tears
I start to think about what
You had said earlier & begin wishing
I lived closer to you
Even now that you're gone back home
I sit here listening to music
And let the tears fall from my eyes
All I can picture is you
You said a few days ago
That you were partly attached
Now after meeting and us being together that night
I wonder how attached you are now
I know now after spending that time with you, how I feel about you
But the thing that scares me the most is not knowing exactly how you feel about me
You said it was basically a "one night stand" and that you felt like an asshole
But after that night, if distance wasn't an issue,
Would you consider being with me or want to be with me?
As a couple?

untitled 10/6/01 5:37am

She crosses the water gracefully
The horse shows no fear
As he stands his ground
Watching her every move
Walking up slowly & gently
She reaches out
To touch the beautiful creature
He is magical she knows,
One of a kind
She gives it a kiss
And a pet goodbye
As she turns to leave
Walking away
Hearing a cry
Stops her as she turns
To see the stallion
Begin to walk toward her
Wanting to follow her
Be with her
Smiling they walked together into the night

untitled 10/6/01 5:12 am

In the darkness
Shines a silver light
Sitting back
Watching the shadows
Dance off the trees
Mind begins to wander
To another place & time
Looking to the sky
To see the beauty
Of the night
Gazing at the stars above
Uncontrollable feelings
Fill her body, mind
Heart & soul
She cannot stop the longing
Knowing he is the one like it or not
The emptiness of knowing
How hard it would be to be together
The love that is undying
But the fear
Of getting hurt again
Knowing the chance
Could fade away so soon
But truly knows that
No matter what
There is no escaping the fact.....
The fact of knowing the connection they will share for life

untitled 10/6/01 4:16 am

In the darkness
She sits watching silently
Thinking many thoughts
She is disturbed and restless
She writes down some thoughts
but knowing that writing them down isn't working
She still knows what
She feels deep inside
But it's beyond what words can describe
And beyond total understanding
It's nothing she asked for
Nothing she's ever wanted
But she knows no matter
What that her feelings will never totally go away
Not even if she tried
To push it out of her mind
It's like it's haunting her

untitled 10/3/01 7:06pm

Darkness surrounds the night
Like a black veil
The moon shines down
Dancing on the water below it
The stars twinkle in the sky
Like tiny diamonds sparkling

untitled 10/3/01 5:26pm

The darkness surrounds her
As she walks through the fire
The flames begin to dance around her
Letting her pass unharmed
She walks out into the pitch black night
Looking up she sees
The shimmery lights from the stars
Smiling happily she starts forward
Into the mystery of the night
Passing by a breath taking waterfall
She stops to admire it
Seeing a black and silver reflection from across the water
Looking up at the same time
Their eyes meet
She stares at the most unreal black stallion
With long flowing silver mane and tail

The Journey Into Love 10/3/01

We walk hand in hand
As we go through the twisted tangled webs
The darkness surrounds us in the night
Yet a full moon hangs over the water
As if it were watching over it
She shines over us
Giving us light and comfort
Her little helpers twinkle above us, guiding us
Unto the journey of the unknown & nonworry
Just pure peace
At one with each other
Just pure happiness, true love

You are the one 9/30/01 6:12pm

You are the one I said "I love you" to
Over the phone, but was afraid and said "only as a friend"
But I knew the day we met, that it wasn't as a friend
You are the one who first showed me total bliss by being with me
You are the one who made me feel pure pleasure by the touch of your body and kiss of your lips
You are the one that I watched over as you slept, breathing softly beside me
You are the one I worried about when you went out on those nights
You are the one who I first made love with
You are the one who show me what it felt like to be married
You are the one who pushed me away and made me cry
You are the one I left because I was tired of us hurting each other
You are the one who made me grow up faster and made me stronger
You are the one I wish I never left to begin with, but I just couldn't stand the fear anymore.

untitled 9/12/01 5:30am

Why do I miss you as much as I do
Why can't I stop thinking about you
Wish to be back in the arms that have pushed me away
IF I could turn back time, everything would be better than before
It could have been a fairy tale ending
Just the chance to touch your beautiful body again
To hold you again & feel your body to mine....
To even sit & talk with you.....

*these were about an ex*

untitled 9/1/01

The uncontrollable & overwhelming force
That draws me to you has overcome yourself
Why help yourself if you see me again right now
I would allow my emotions & feelings flow, holding nothing back!
I would take you in my arms & never let you go
Touch your soft sensual lips to mine for the embrace of a lifetime
Run my fingers gently through your brown hair making it spiky
I want to get lost in your spellbinding blue/green eyes, which I could stare into all
Night long & just know I would be so happy again & forever with you!
I go crazy not hearing your voice & just wish I could hear you speak my name again
And us both hearing the beautiful sound that rings out when we say " I love you"
I never stopped the love I have for you
Its just a powerful fear that made me run
Pull me back, show & prove to me
I will never have to fear you again & that is when we can & will be us again!
Which I know is what we both want
Because I know what I want & what I want is the true you!

What must I do? 7/11/01 11:27pm

What must I do to be able to hold you close in my arms & call you mine
What must I do to prove to you that these feelings are real & true
What must I do to get you here with me
To feel you inside me
To feel you hold me
And gently caress my body
Please let me know
What must I do
To get to you

untitled 7/3/01

Beyond the love I see darkness surround me & pull me into the depths
of the neverending hell I feel when I see you or talk to you
Because I know that the pain I will go through will be a tormenting hell

untitled (very sensual) 6/20/01 5:19am

Magnificent one you are so beautiful & mysterious
Smooth & gentle as you hold me
Running your hands over my body
Moving to where I can taste your sweet lips
I brush my hand gently over your face
Running my hands through your hair
Pulling you closer to me, inches apart, we slowly inhale
Gazing into each others eyes, we fall into
The night that surrounds us
As I move my mouth I feel my lips brush against yours
You lay me down & slowly move your body over mine
As a song comes on the stereo I turn it up
Looking at you hungrily
I pull you down into a deep passionate kiss
that seems neverending
Moving to my neck, you slide your hands under my shirt
Your hands feeling good all over my bare skin
Sending shivers down my body
I slide my hands under the back of your shirt
Running my nails over your back
You nip my lip while your hand runs south
I sit up pulling your shirt over your head
I feel your fingers slip inside me, as I bite your neck
Slowly I allow my hands down your body to the front of your pants as I undo them
Sliding my hand  down your pants taking them off
I run my hands over your nice ass, squeezing gently
Making my way to the front, I rub your stomach and feel you harden a bit from above me
I smile sliding my hand into your boxers
You slide your tongue deep inside my mouth, kissing me hard as you make me wet
I run my hands over your manly-hood
Taking it as I slowly begin to get you off
You take my panties off as you kiss down my stomach making your way down to eat me out
I moan a little in pleasure as you move back up my body
I pull your only piece of clothing off,
You look at me and smile and nod
You know what I'm thinking as you slide yourself inside me

untitled 6/20/01 4:16am

Touch me
Feel my skin upon yours
Pull me closer to you
Look into my eyes
And get lost in the darkness
That is the mystery only the truest love can solve

untitled 6/18/01 1:45am

....Look deep into my eyes & fall into the mystery that only you can solve
Touch my body & feel what I feel for you
I want to take you into a world only we know
I take your hand in mine as we walk onto the floor & begin to the beat, we dance as one
Body to body
Temptation & desire
I feel your heart beating faster
As I move my hands down your body, pulling you closer.....

If I Could 6/18/01 12:42am

If I could touch you
I would hold you close & never let you go
If I could press my lips to yours
I would show you how I feel about you
If you were to look deep in my eyes
I would not disguise
If I could take your hand
I would ask you to come with me
and bring you into the beauty of the unknown
If I could take you deep
would you take me deeper?
Skin against skin
bodies intertwined
As we look into each others eyes
The room becomes still
All we can hear is our beating hearts
and the soft breathing between us
As I run my hand under your shirt
I feel you tense
I lift my head and brush my lips against yours
Letting you know there is nothing to fear
I gently kiss your neck, slowly taking off your shirt
As I lightly run my nails over your bare chest
If I could get with you
I would make all your fantasies become reality
But that's only if I could.

untitled 1/25/99 2:25am

Since the night we talked, I've had you on my mind
every time I hear your two studio jams it makes me want you badly
just to have a moment to touch your strong, sexy body, just to hold you close
I would give up anything just to spend some time with you
my heart breaks in two when I talk to you
because I realize how far away we are from each other & how different our lives are

The Dream 10/14/98 10:38am

Riding through the forest
I see you in the distance
you look at me & begin to ride away
I race the magnificent animal towards you,
jumping over fallen trees
I end up at a beautiful waterfall & see you standing there
you take my hand & lead me toward the water
slowly we go underneath the fall into a cave
you look deep into my eyes
moving slowly, gently placing your lips upon mine
we lay down on the rocks & embrace each other as we start caressing
I wake up in my bed & look around, and I realize it was only a dream
So I close my eyes & fall back asleep

Daydream 10/14/98

When the night winds down
and parents are asleep
I go to my room & listen to music
Relaxing so well
a daydream comes along of a handsome prince
dancing in the shadows
I lay back against the bed as he slowly brings his body out of the shadows
yet will not show his face
I reach for him, but he starts to leave
he tells me he will someday come out of the shadows
but until then, waiting is all I can do